Have you ever wanted to write a letter to someone and tell them something you couldn't tell them in person, but wanted to?  That's me right now.  If you want to read my letter for someone read on.
Dear BB,
 
          I want to tell you how I just realized how much you made an impact on my life.  Then you just disappeared.  I didn't hear from you or see you.  I wanted to though, I still do.  Do you know what I did from the last time I saw you to now?  I've tried to forget you.  To leave all my memories of you in Texas and in the summer.  Now when I saw you a few nights back and I get warm in your arms it all came rushing back.  I have missed you so much, I can't handle it.  I crumble under any memories of you.  I want you to stop looking at me that way.  What way you might think.  In a way you make me feel like I'm the only one you care about in the world.  that you want to listen to my every word.  In a way that when your eyes light up that make me believe you only want to look at me.  How you dazzle me and I can't form a coherent thought.  It takes me time to know what I want to tell you when i look into your eyes.  Your arms make me feel safe and that I never want to leave.  I feel light-headed and dizzy.  I wish you were around more.  I want to hear your voice no matter what you say, weather you are ranting or going on about what new experiences you have went through.  I am happy to just be in your presence.  To just rest my head on your shoulder, makes me smile.  I miss you.  I want you back in my life.  Somethings have happened and the only person I want to talk about them with is you.  No one else will listen to me like you would.  I don't feel scrutinized by you when I tell you something.  all you do is listen and I love that.  We still need to watch that one film we talked about.  I can't even think about the title without thinking about you.  I don't know what to do with all these feelings.  Do I hide them?  Do I yell to the heavens that I care for you more than I should?  Tell me.  Do you care about me as I do about you?  I can't stop thinking about you.  I walk in a daze because it is easier to imagine that you do like me in my head.  I live in a constant dream.  I want to reach for your hand an hold it close shutting my eyes to the outside and focusing on our physical bodies touching.  I don't want to let go.  I bring this upon myself, forcing those eyes so lovely of yours to haunt me.  All I want is to hear your voice, to fell your arms wrap around me in a hug, to see your eyes looking at me, to see your smile directed at me.  That's all I want, to spend time with you.  I just wanted to tell you this.

Sincerely,
Me.